keeps_a_cool_head: (my insurance carrier is having a fit rn)
Scorpius ([personal profile] keeps_a_cool_head) wrote2014-07-14 12:49 pm

Log 0018 - [Video]

[Someone is in an angry sort of mood, given post-flood shenanigans. Scorpius is keeping himself relatively calm by usual standards, but he's tense and bristling when he makes his post]

I should like the permission of a warden to work in the lab today.

[All day. Because hell if he's going to deal with emotions.]



[Private to Horatio]

I believe I owe you an apology. The responsibility of my flooded self lies with me.

[Private to Stephanie]

Thank you for keeping the situation under manageable control.
ichoosefight: (fond)

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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-15 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
My anatomy begs to differ.

[ Lucky her, the only thing that changed was her body. It was one hell of a ride, let her tell you. ]

You were a whole different animal.

[ That came out a little more speciesist than she intended. ]
ichoosefight: (I can list them)

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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-15 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't even know this sort of flood could do that.

[ She figured it would always be a straight male-female switch, but hey, genetics. Then again she sort of wonders if anyone ever turns intersex, or anything like that. ]

I get it. You overcompensate for high expectations you couldn't possibly live up to.

[ Hello, overly-physical younger Steph. ]
ichoosefight: (upside-down time)

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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-15 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
You get used to it. [ Is all Steph can really say in regards to that. She's been several different people now, and while it was rattling at first now she's gotten comfortable with the jumble of memories in her head. ]

Sometimes you can even learn something, being someone else for a few days.
ichoosefight: (i am who i am)

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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-15 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, Scorpy. What will we do with you? ]

Funny, I thought you'd like the challenge of trying to find meaning in the Admiral's shenanigans.
ichoosefight: (so detective what brings you here?)

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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-15 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
Well, let's hear it then. What did you take out of being an admittedly kinda crazy chick for the weekend?
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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-15 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you thought there might be more to it than your war plans? My graduation was less about my plans and more, you know, personal. There is life after genocide. For you, I mean. Obviously there isn't life for the dead people.
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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-15 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
No, let's consider it first. If this is just a suicide mission for you then there's not really any point, is there? You're dead. Someone else can do it, and if they can't, then it doesn't really affect you anyway. Why work so hard to get your life back if you're just going to throw it away?
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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-15 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Once that work is complete, you'll have nothing else. And if all you're focused on is this one mission, how are you supposed to finish it? You don't graduate by assuming that you're going to. You graduate by doing things differently than you've done your whole life. It's not something you study for or research, it's something you do.
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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-16 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
That's just, I mean... [ She's having a little trouble articulating her instinctive emotional response. ]

People aren't meant to live like that.
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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-17 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
That's not fortunate, that's horrible. You have nothing to live for, nothing at all? You can't ask me to give you a chance and expect me to be okay with your life being meaningless. All that hatred does is keep you stuck where you are, and have you looked around lately? It's not a place anyone in their right mind would want to be.
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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-17 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
The purpose I chose got me killed.

[ She does make a good point - sometimes our mission in life is an idiotic one. ]
ichoosefight: (🌱 let's just talk)

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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-17 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
Are you really sure you're not doing the same thing?
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[personal profile] ichoosefight 2014-07-17 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not talking about how many people you kill or how you decide to do it, I'm talking about the rest of your life. I'm talking about - believe it or not - doing something more than just fighting for what you believe in. There's more to life than just right and wrong. Without all of the good stuff in-between none of it means anything.

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