Log 0018 - [Video]
Jul. 14th, 2014 12:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
keeps_a_cool_head[Someone is in an angry sort of mood, given post-flood shenanigans. Scorpius is keeping himself relatively calm by usual standards, but he's tense and bristling when he makes his post]
I should like the permission of a warden to work in the lab today.
[All day. Because hell if he's going to deal with emotions.]
[Private to Horatio]
I believe I owe you an apology. The responsibility of my flooded self lies with me.
[Private to Stephanie]
Thank you for keeping the situation under manageable control.
I should like the permission of a warden to work in the lab today.
[All day. Because hell if he's going to deal with emotions.]
[Private to Horatio]
I believe I owe you an apology. The responsibility of my flooded self lies with me.
[Private to Stephanie]
Thank you for keeping the situation under manageable control.
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Date: 2014-07-14 09:50 pm (UTC)You find anybody to watch you in the lab yet?
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Date: 2014-07-14 09:58 pm (UTC)What happened to Iris?
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Date: 2014-07-14 10:00 pm (UTC)[Yes, he's dead serious]
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Date: 2014-07-14 10:01 pm (UTC)...
Sorry your warden seems to have left the building. ]
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From:Private; cw: abuse...?
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Date: 2014-07-14 11:31 pm (UTC)Apology accepted, though I don't know that you can blame yourself for your actions. Certainly, in the previous flood, I did many things that I consider quite monstrous in retrospect.
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Date: 2014-07-15 12:43 am (UTC)I do not blame myself, but I do take responsibility for what I do while affected.
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Date: 2014-07-15 01:04 am (UTC)I understand. I think somehow, feeling no responsibility or ownership of those actions taken by the people we were, would be worse than the regret of having done them. We are still anchored to our bodies and our memories, no matter what has steered our actions.
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Date: 2014-07-15 01:10 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2014-07-15 01:16 am (UTC)To my mind... what we could be, or what we believe ourselves to be innately, are infinitely less significant than who we choose to be.
None of us choose the floods.
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Date: 2014-07-15 02:34 am (UTC)Choice, when we are fortunate enough to possess it, defines us.
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From:cw; discussion of rape/sexual violence
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Date: 2014-07-15 02:04 am (UTC)terrifyingunsettling anymore.]All right. So.
I feel it somehow impossible not to comment on the fact that both your and my counterparts this flood were a bit...intense compared to our usual selves. [Silence. But yeah, no, he's got nothing beyond that.] Any thoughts?
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Date: 2014-07-15 02:33 am (UTC)Plenty. None of which are particularly useful to me.
I had hoped never to become that person.
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Date: 2014-07-15 03:00 am (UTC)[private]
Date: 2014-07-15 03:09 am (UTC)I am extreme, but in more the opposite direction. What is worse is that I can still sense her in my mind, even now.
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Date: 2014-07-15 03:21 am (UTC)[private]
Date: 2014-07-15 03:22 am (UTC)Otherwise I may be forced to take more extreme measures.
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