[Blight knows what he would choose - you can't miss what you never had.
In his case, what he misses the most is the feeling of stability and self-confidence that came from being emotionally attached, totally isolated.
But the more he tries to shut that opened door, the more he finds he simply can't force it back closed. This opening into his soul and raw psyche, it refuses to go away again. To leave him in peace. To let him heal.]
Not for me, it's not. It...it just isn't. It never has been.
[Instead of yelling now he's going quieter and quieter. Voice dulling.]
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Date: 2014-09-02 12:31 am (UTC)In his case, what he misses the most is the feeling of stability and self-confidence that came from being emotionally attached, totally isolated.
But the more he tries to shut that opened door, the more he finds he simply can't force it back closed. This opening into his soul and raw psyche, it refuses to go away again. To leave him in peace. To let him heal.]
Not for me, it's not. It...it just isn't. It never has been.
[Instead of yelling now he's going quieter and quieter. Voice dulling.]
I don't accept failures. I never accept defeat.